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yo!
ei people people from under the sea and on the mountain tops! :lol: you see i actually joined this contest called; 'infected by art'. and if it's not much of a hassle, i would like to steal a bit of your time to vote for my [3] works found here [or for each; entry 1 | entry 2 | entry 3] voters are given 3 votes-
winners could win some cash and are guaranteed a spot in the 'iba' book.
-again, you don't have to if you don't want to. there are already a lot of gorgeous monstrous works up in there. i feel so puny haha. but if you like my works, i'd greatly appreciate it you vote for them. it'd make this poor artsy guy a happy one :D

oh and i just updated my sketchbook and blog. if ur interested for some of my doodles and whatnot, do check 'em out! i'll also update my gallery here for sure. laters
thanks -and thanks in advance :]
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been dying to put something new here. its getting old seeing all those words in my last post :lol:

but. there's nothing much. i do have some new works. i might post them later. it's just noice knowing there are still peolpe who are liking and believing in my stuff yeah. drama haha
-just been busy working here and then doing some sidequests there lol. can't even give an update in my blog and sb's and all. and actually this short project of mine is taking most of my time now. have to fry myself deep into it everyday. but it's real fun ofc :D unfortunately i still have to give that as a tease. atleast until it's ready.

meanwhile. i just made this tumblr blog thing. i already have a blogspot to cover my daily -err monthly art ramblings. so i made that mainly for submitting to 'ngni' : no guts|no isaw : our weekly art collective blog. along with my very artsy friends haha. u'll see some really neat pieces there. so check it out!

hmm i think that's that. be back soon. thanks! :D
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yo! sooo. where should i start? hmm..

welll. it's been awhile. actually it's been like forever since i did a proper journal. and i totally forgot how things work in here, knowing that there's a lot of changes with the da formats and widgets these recent months/years. i kinda feel stupid not seeing the 'write a journal entry' button and the mood options right away. i even almost couldn't remember my da password. shame haha
it's also so embarrassing how i kept promising some updates in my last few journal entries some yeaarss ago :XD: anywee. im back! really! -im back. and i hope it'll stay that way. for now lol. and i do have some-some new works to post atleast but i won't say anything yet. cuz things could get filled up and get twisted again. it is just so mysterious you know -fate :bleh:

first off, of course, i would like to say a many-a big Thank You to all! -for the continues views and the faves and features and comments! really guys and girls. i truly appreciate them. and sorry that i couldn't get to them and reply back fast. but it's really nice that i still see some viewers of my works every time i get the chance to visit here, despite the obvious lack of real updates :)
and  i guess i needed some changes around. and i really miss da. i just saw that i've been a deviant for five years now ohoo. time really flies~
so they've been asking -where i gone to and why i somehow became idle here. honestly, i don't really have an exact answer to that. i just didn't made such a big deal of it. but it was for no dramatic reason really, i guess i've just been busy with the other sides of my life, they're still art-related thou; there's animation, some cosplay and school kicks in from time to time. so it's not like i died or something, i often browse through da still if ever time or mood permits it. it doesn't even leave my tabs.
if there was a real reason, i don't really remember what it was and it won't really matter now -as things evolve aggressively as we know it, without us needed noticing every details. and just so people know, i just got a bit more active in other art sites, joining challenges and that hardcore stuffs, you'd see some results in my gallery btw. i also put up an online sketchbook thread at cghub (thou that one needs some dusting too) and an art blog, just so recently, it's where i put my latest sketches and illustrations -so if it's not here, it'd be most likely there. if some are still interested, it's my tsadism blog =)

and. about four weeks ago or maybe more than a month now, something really terrible happened. yes it finally happened, just as it does to other people. my computer died on me. it was a big fat juicy enormous disk failure! i tried everything. all failed. virus? -no. i'm not an expert, sure. but that just wasn't the cause. i hope it was at least or there would still be a way around it pffft. it totally came to that hardest part where i had to clean it, and then pressed 'enter'. and save those that can be saved and start anew. it felt like i killed someone -not that i know how that feels lol. or like a part of me died too :| like someone really dear to me just passed away -and that can be the most hurtful thing. but then, reality as it is, life can be harsh.
honestly, at first, it didn't bother me much. because all i could think about that day was to fix it. but now that things sort of settled, and as i work on new stuffs, those deceased files haunt me down one by one :|
so yeah, all six years worth of works, are forever gone. let me repeat that, 'are forever gone'. and before anything else, if you know me, you'd know i put an occasional backup of my stuffs. but for some universal collision. as stars might've lined up, this time thou, i didn't get to. last backup i have is pretty old. and a great amount of cool raw psd, animation, music, stocks are forever gone -yeah i really need to get that in my system now haha.

i can't help but think that, that was meant to happen. i often believe that 'things do happen for a reason' or something like that. i still can't say what good that did to me, as of the whole part, except that i'm currently having a healthy zeal to produce new works. thou my bros ridiculously jest me to have a change of career -haha that's like next to impossible. but really, i got no choice but to live with it now, move forward and reach self-actuality. heck! i got nothing to lose! -im on to new horizons and more works! :evillaugh:

you know. that alone was pretty heavy to take, but that wasn't just it. off a long course, as this depressing event was taking place on me, came the passing of two world-known great artists; Ralph McQuarrie and Jean Giraud aka Moebius. these guys are two of the most influential and inspirational artists of our time. some even dubbed sir Ralph as the godfather of concept + developmental art for entertainment. and sir Moebius, i always believe that people knew him more than they thought they do, or don't, even those out of the comic scopes. cuz once you told them about his works, they'd always go "ahh, oh yeah! :D" -it's sad, yes. them are always two of the best artists that i've always wanted to meet, and shake hands with someday. and that's not gonna happen now. but then, their legends will always be around us. and it's pretty late maybe, but i'll make sure to give tributes to them in my own ways, one of these days. hats off to sir Jean and Ralph. may they rest in peace.

but. what's more?! i just found out that Glen Keane resigned from Disney!... wow. that really stings, and stunned me a bit there. that made me remember all the works i've drooled seeing back when i was growing up. this great guy is one of the reasons why this kid from the southeastern have always wanted to be an animator! his works at Disney has always, always been inspiring.. but i guess, he ought to have some new freedom himself and some fresh air to breathe. it's an eye-weeper for me, but i'm also very interested to see what he'll do next in the future! weeh! :D

~hahaa that's a lot of words. i do hope you read it all down. and if you did. thanks! it is much appreciated! :D
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update!

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coming soon ohohohoooo XP...

-tsad
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umm.. what?

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-been a long while hehe.. and it's taking me sometime to put something juicy here XD.. what exactly is an update anywee? oh well XD..
well. nothing much. im still doin my time practicing and discovering stuffz.. i actually think im a nocturnal now :D.. -with all the things ive been doing. interesting enough. i guess there's some nice progress. weee..
it's been raining for days. cold weather this is.. and i like it! i dont go out that much anywee
-the rain hit the roof so hard. that i get to shout and sing so loud. and no ones seem bothered with it -they cant really hear me hehe..

art. im bout at the edge and between dark and light now. warm and cool. when it's all about highlights and shadows.. -yeah right. im tryin to loosen my dark and gory themes now.. -i dunno :D

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-im into animes these days, those that are nice, quiet and subtle.. like 'mushishi', just finished it days ago. also 'seirei no moribito'.. and the movie 'the girl who leapt through time'.. :D

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umm. i actually have a youtube account. can u believe that? -well i think we all have one :D. mine's still a lame account though..
but i did -uploaded my very first video! yey! -for a start. its just for the real purpose that im planin to join the film community here in da. especially the animations'..
youtube is -i think is the best way to join. read the rules..
-ill link the videos later..

:D
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